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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

"SAFE PEOPLE"

I call them safe people; I had maybe three when I was going through depression and anxiety attacks at 25. Then again at 30 with postpartum depression. They all had there own little areas in my life. One of them was my "safe person" to take me to the doctor. Another I would need to be around all of the time or I would actually get more anxious. And so on....... I wasn't independent at all!!!!!!!!!! And my kids were huge in functioning everyday. which was unfair to them. But if I didn't have my kids around me I felt completely empty. Its kinda funny cause if you dont have them around you its bad but when they are around you, all you want is a few minutes alone. I know sounds crazy. My husband always tells me im still like that. If they arent here I miss them. If they are I need a break.? Or they drive me nuts after like thirty minutes. lol. This only includes the 23 and 21 year old. My nine year old doesnt get on my nerves yet. lol. I have a dry sense of humor and as I keep writing you will see that I find myself funny. Most people dont. I dont know what to tell you. I guess either you think some of the things I write will be funny or you wont. Something all of this has taught me

DONT TAKE YOURSELF OR LIFE TOO SERIOUSLY! ITS OVER BEFORE YOU KNOW IT. WHEN YOUR DEPRESSED ITS GREAT TO LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE... AND YOU CAN EITHER LAUGH OR CRY; ITS UP TO YOU; OR YOU CAN DO BOTH. WHATEVER.

2 comments:

  1. Hi , Im john, I too am depressed. I think I am funny and smart. I, hell, me me um:)
    I want to be alone and feel stress when others are around. Which is major issue with me because , well I am who I am.
    I , like you, am my own therapist (cant spel)
    but im smart lol.
    Anyways um Hi You. okay, im freekin out gtg bye

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  2. Hey john. You know they say smart people are more likely to have anxiety. I might have made that up but I dont think so. Maybe you want to be alone and are stressed out around people cause they stress you out. Your supposed to surround yourself with people who make you feel good. Thats what my doctor told me years ago. I told her well I cant just get a divorce. See i thought that was funny. I dont know maybe not. Why are you freaking out?

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